Sean DeLear

This book belongs to
Tony Robertson – Please do not read because
if I find out I will never
talk to you again.
Mom or Dad
I will run away for
good. again.
and Eric
the FUCKING ASS HOLE too !

MONDAY 1 JANUARY 1979

Happy New Year Tony it is now midnight and one second. Well this is my first Diary and I will write every thing that happens to me in 1979. Will write tonight Bye… Well I am going to bed now so today there was a bitchen earthquake that was 4.6 on the Richter scale. Me and Terry went bowling today and me and Kim got in a fight on the phone. About Ken (fag-it) Paton. Kim still likes him even though he was going to ask her to go with him but he didn’t. I thought of a name for you, Ty short for Tyler who works at the bowling alley and have a crush on madly. I don’t know if he is gay or not but he is so so so so cute cute. Well I am going to go to bed now, so goodnight.
     Love, Tony

JANUARY 2 TUESDAY 1979

Dear Ty,
     Today nothing happened. I went to school, working in the middle of the MUR at lunch and now I want to quit but I don’t want to. I have to tell you about Bert & Ernie my two pot plants. Bert is the one Barry gave me and Ernie is my plant he is so healthy I can not believe it. I have to tell you about all my tricks…well there is Jack who gives the best blowjob, Jim who has the second best cum in Simi Valley, and Stewart who loves to stick his big cock up my ass so I have a wide variety of tricks. I have to tell you about Tyler (hunk). He is about five foot nine or ten inches tall and has brown feathered hair, a hairy chest, and he wears his clothes unbuttoned down to his belly button, and he is so foxy with his tight pants. I want to see his cock so bad. Well that is all for tonight. Goodnight Ty.
     Love, Tony

WEDNESDAY 3 JANUARY 1979

Dear Ty,
     Today I went and saw the speaker and he was an actor. He said they have an actors workshop and Mom said I could go, it costs $16.50 and she is going to pay for it too. Eric and Mom got in a fight today and he would not take out the Christmas stuff and now he is grounded for a month. When I watered Ernie today he almost got killed because I dumped water on him, but he is okay now. The rabbit Kim had gotten over Christmas got killed today by this dog. The dog bit Festise in the neck and broke it. Today I quit working at the MUR because GAIL IS SUCH A BITCH and I hate her guts but I am still going to get out of class early. well that is about all for today. Goodnight Ty.
     Love, Tony

JANUARY 4 THURSDAY 1979

Dear Ty,
     Today I went to school and got a ton of homework from English. And I went to Gemco to see if they have a loud mouth 8-track player but they don’t. There was no one in the can as usual. I wish I could find a trick. If it was not so cold, I would go over the hill and see Jack and get some more books. I went to this Actor’s class and it was so fun. My teacher is Jimmy Daniel, he is so cute. I know he is not gay but I can dream. I wish I could get an agent so I could get some commercials. That would be so BITCHEN then I would make some real MONEY. I hope I do not fail English this quarter. If I do I do not get any credits and that will be bunk. I want to send for The David Kopthy Story…he is a gay football player, and get a book from the Liquor Store.
     Love, Tony

FRIDAY 5 JANUARY 1979

Dear Ty,
     My first week of school has gone by. Tomorrow I will bowl and I will tell you my scores and more about Tyler. It rained so hard today I had to do my papers in the car it was hell. if it stops raining I am going to collect tomorrow. I have to pay my bill on time so I can get a pass to the show and one hundred points. I still don’t know what I am going to get with all my points. I want that 8-track player so bad I would do anything just about. Tomorrow I have to go get my film from Thrifty. Well that is all for today.
     Love, Tony

JANUARY 6 SATURDAY 1979

Dear Ty,
     Today I went bowling. I bowled a 182 that is my high game. Tyler was so normal looking today I could not believe it. I did not know he was on the Simi High swim team. I hope he still is, I have to see him in a diving bathing suit. I hope it is so tight. I talked to Ken today but I am still mad at him. I went and got my film today, it cost $14.24 and I have to get one more roll still. I am going to go over the hill to see Jack on Monday. I hope he will want to suck me and I will suck him too. I have to find a trick I am so desperate. I’ll go to the swap meet tomorrow and keep going in the john to find a trick. I want to suck some cock so bad. Sorry, I thought my mom was coming. Have to go to Gemco…I don’t think I can go to Jack’s, I don’t know. If I get a trick I wont’t go.
     Love, Tony

SUNDAY 7 JANUARY

Dear Ty,
     I went to the swap meet today, I did not find a trick anywhere but I saw some nice cock anyway. I got another Cheral head, she is ugly. I got to cut her hair desperately. I am going to see Jack tomorrow if it does not look like it will rain I will go but, I hope I don’t get stuck in the rain over the hill. I ripped a Hustler from Simi Liquors today. It was so easy they were watching the Ram’s game on the portable T.V. I want to get a lot of books at Jack’s for my collection. I have to get the song Fire. It is so good it’s by the Pointer Sister’s. It is the best song since Evergreen. I want to be a singer and actor so bad I would kill to get a contract or movie or T.V. show that would be so BITCHEN. Well, I am going to look at my Hustler. Goodnight.
     Love, Tony

JANUARY 8 MONDAY 1979

Dear Ty,
     I went to Jack’s today. I sucked him till he came today. And I met this other guy. He had a nicest cock on him but he would not let me have his cum. He had never done it with a guy I think. He was so nervous I could not believe it. I got a Blueboy, Honcho, Playgirl, and Hustler rejects from Jack’s store today. I wanted to get a Numbers or Mandate from the book stand but I could not, they got a lot of stuff, and they were putting it up. I can not wait til I am sixteen so I can go to Santa Monica Bulb. Jack said that there are so many gays down there. I am going to put a new phone in my room tomorrow. I have to find out if Tyler is gay I will go look now if it is in the phone book… I could not find it, I will call the directory tomorrow. I love Tyler S. and want to get down with him.
     Love, Tony

TUESDAY 9 JANUARY 1979

Dear Ty,
     Nothing exciting happened today. I stole so much stuff today: first, two packs of Bubbleicious then two roles of 20 exposure film to take to school tomorrow. Then two cans of vanilla frosting. What a thief. Kristy had a basketball game today and they won as usual. 38 to 12. We are undefeated so far and so was Hillside until today when we whipped them. I am going to go to Tapanga Plaza on Friday. I think I hope it will be great if I pick up somebody up over there. Well, it is late and I have to go to bed now. I will write a lot tomorrow Ok.
     Love, Tony

JANUARY 10 WEDNESDAY 1979

Kim’s Birthday
Dear Ty,
     I forgot all about Kim’s birthday today. They had a cake for Gina the whore. I took my camera to school today and we had so much fun taking pictures all day. I want to get Pete’s auto-winder and take it to school tomorrow. I was on my way to save-on and Jim said that he lived right behind the school and he is Curtis Ritchter’s next door neighbor. I have to go over there tomorrow… no I can’t I have acting class tomorrow. I will tell you about it. I cannot wait till I can suck Jim’s cock this week or next week. I want that piece of meat up my ass so bad it will feel better that Stewart, he was so cute. But I will still love Tyler, I want to see his cock… I at least want to touch it. I would be happy.
     Love, Tony

THURSDAY 11 JANUARY 1979

Dear Ty,
     I went out tonight to this house up by school. But I did not see any cock or ass. I know he is gay but he would not let me come in. It was because he had his boyfriend over there and I don’t think he wanted to do anything since I look so young, I have to become good friends with him. I know he is gay because he was looking at gay books with only naked guys in it but they hid them when I knocked. I gave all kinds of hints: I asked if there were any gay bars out here, used the phone book. I tried everything. I will go out tomorrow and tell you if I see any cock or get a mouth full I hope so. I will go watch wrestling tomorrow and take pictures. Well that is all I want to see Kim’s Dads’ cock.
     Love, Tony

JANUARY 12 FRIDAY 1979

Dear Ty,
     Nothing happened today at school or anywhere else. I watched the rock awards tonight. Donna Summer won three awards. Her hair looked so bad I could not believe it. I think it was a wig. I am not going to go out tonight I am fucking tired. I am going to go to bed now. I love Tyler S. he is so cute.
     Love, Tony

SATURDAY 13 JANUARY 1979

Dear Ty,
     I went to bowling today but I did not bowl so hot. You should have seen Tyler today, he got his haircut and it looks so cute. It makes him look more like a girl. He has this cute friend; he has a nice piece of meat from his pants. Tyler is gay I am pretty sure. He has something wrong with his eye and was wearing glasses. He kept pulling them back like his hair was pinned back. I hope so I have such a crush on him. I went out and stayed out until 5:00 in the morning. I was laying down on some people’s grass and the sprinklers came on by themselves. I thought it was raining, then I noticed it was the sprinklers, then I ran, then I noticed my watch on the ground. I ran and got my watch and then was hitchhiking to get some meat. No luck, then I went home. I am not going out until summer ok Ty. Goodnight or Morning.
     Love, Tony

JANUARY 14 SUNDAY 1979

Dear Ty,
     Today it rained. I hate when it rains on the weekends. It ruins everything totally. I have to get the new Playgirl, it has the Village People in it and they are all gay, but one he’s ugly though. Dad came over and we were going to go to the snow but that flopped. I made an angel food cake today and it came out so bitchen I could not believe it. I didn’t do my papers until 8:30 this morning and I forgot my new house and they called and wanted a paper. I am going to make a date with Jim tomorrow, I will tell you when and all that stuff. That is all for tonight, so good night. I Love TYLER S. he is so CUTE & a TOTAL BABE.
     Love, Tony

MONDAY 15 JANUARY 1979

Dear Ty,
     Well it rained all day long, I hate the rain so much. I was going to go over to Jim’s house today and make a date with him but it rained. Did I ever tell you about me? Well, I am about five foot six inches tall…I am black, have a nice bod, am doing ok in school except English. My cock is about nine inches long and I love it. I would love to pose nude for Jack, Jim, or Tyler and make a porn film. My prize possession is a Minolta XG-7; my camera. It is worth $250.00. I am gay as you know I think. I have a lot of fantasies about a lot of guys I know. When track starts, I will ask Burns or Butts but not Mr.Demtiter. I hate him. I always rip off things from store mags and doll heads to cut their hair. I always seem to have a hard on I can not believe it. When I am soft I am about four inches long.
     Love, Tony

JANUARY 16 TUESDAY 1979

Dear Ty,
     I could not go to Jim’s house today. I did not have any time at all. I walked my papers today. I don’t know why…Tomorrow I am going on a field trip with my cooking ii class. it is late so I have to write fast. I ripped off so much stuff today from Thrifty’s. I got this month’s Playgirl, a new Jack, neat hair remover for my ass hair, and two rolls of film. I am going to call Jack tomorrow at the store and get his home phone number so I don’t always have to call before 4:00pm at the store. I have to go to the house on the corner of Sequoia & Medina to find out if he wants to get it on with me. He has a nice cock I think. I have to write David tomorrow and find out where Tyler lives. Good night.
     Love, Tony

WEDNESDAY 17 JANUARY 1979

Today was one hell of a day. We went on our field trip today, it was more fun than I thought it would be. We went to Lawary’s Calif. Center where they make the stuff like season salt. I talked to Jim today, he is going to call at 2:30pm tomorrow. I am going to run home. Dad’s grandma is in the hospital, they don’t know what is wrong with her. They thought she had a stroke but she did not. I forgot to call Jack today, my bike tire popped and I was mad and I forgot. I am going to knock over Skabbes trash next week. We are not going to be here tomorrow night I have acting class and I know all of my lines. Well that is all. I love Tyler S. so much if we don’t go to the snow Saturday I am going to ask him if he is gay and that I love him. Good night.
     Love, Tony

JANUARY 18 THURSDAY 1979

Dear Ty,
     Jim called from work today and gave me his work number. He does not want me to call his home. We went to L.A. tonight to see Dad’s grandma. It was so sad it made me sick to my stomach to see her. I hope she does not die until at least her 80th birthday or after. We stayed at Janise’s tonight. I called to see how much it would cost to go to San Francisco; round trip it will cost $42.00. Then I would have to eat so that is $20.00 more. And to Santa Monica Bulb it only cost 55 cents on RTD buses and to Dad’s house it would cost $1.70 on way. That is not bad at all, I think it is cheap. Good night.
     Love, Tony

FRIDAY 19 JANUARY 1979

Dear Ty,
     Tonight we had our going away party for Wendy it was a lot of fun. The people who were there were Cindy, Gail, Lori, Kristi, Wendy, Mary Kay, Alan, Roy, Bill, Gary, Aaron, and Doug. There were 14 people there and I had a ball. We played spin the bottle Alan kissed Wendy and she hated it because she is going to get married when she is out of school and she felt unfaithful to him. I like Mary Kay, she is so cute I think she has a nice bod. We told Wendy we were going to Round Table Pizza for the party but it was at Cindy’s house. The cake was chocolate so I did not eat any. I don’t like chocolate at all. I am so COLD right now. Well Cupid and Arnold got out but we found Arnold not Cupid. I hope she is alright. Please, dear God don’t kill her or grandma. Good night.
     Love, Tony

JANUARY 20 SATURDAY 1979

Dear Ty,
     I found out Tyler’s last name, it is Szucs. I found out at bowling today. I did not bowl so hot today, I bowled a 125, 104, and a 120. My average is still 119 not too bad. I baby sat Jay tonight and make $5.00, $1.00 an hour not bad. On T.V. we watched Heroes. I am going to get up at 6:45am and do my papers then off to swap meet tomorrow. I got Tyler’s phone number if he still lives at home, it is 527-8432. I think I will go out one night next week it aint so cold anymore. I will write David a letter tomorrow. I think I am going to bribe Jim for a lot of money but I don’t know. I like him though. I am going to Jack’s Thursday so Jack will take pictures of me in the raw. Good night.
     Love, Tony

SUNDAY 21 JANUARY 1979

Dear Ty,
     Nothing happened today. I went to the swap meet to meet a guy and get a trick but no luck as always. This one old man was looking at my cock and said “Nice piece of meat”, then I said “Thank you” and that was it. I found out Tyler’s phone number and he still lives there at home and now I have to find out if he is gay or not. That guy he hangs around with has a nice cock and is so cute just like Tyler. Well that is all for tonight. I still don’t know if I will bribe Jim, if I do it will be about $500.00 or more. Good night. I love Tyler Szucs.
     Love, Tony

JANUARY 22 MONDAY 1979

Dear Ty,
     Today Grandma died. She was 78 and 204 ½ years old. I am sort of glad she died. She has been through hell all her life. I know I will miss her a lot but she is in heaven now. So she is better off in heaven than on earth half dead. She died about 3:00 or 3:30pm. Mom said she told Katie she was coming and a bunch of other people that are dead already. She was so nice to us, I have five pictures of her that were taken around Christmas last year. Now grandma is dead, I hope cupid is not dead too. I hope she did not leave me anything because it would only remind me of her. I know I would not cry when she died because she is better off where she is. Thank God. I will see you some day ok. Good night.
     Love, Tony

TUESDAY 23 JANUARY 1979

Dear Ty,
     Nothing happened to me. School was boring just like always. I want to get out of Calui’s class so bad I hate her guts so much. Today was the big game against Sequoia and Valley View. We lost our first game it was so depressing for us and the team and everyone else at the game. Valley View is undefeated now and we lost one. Tony Pruch filmed the first game on video-cassette and we lost our first basketball game. The boy’s team aint so hot. Well that is all for tonight. I love Tyler S.
     Love, Tony

JANUARY 24 WEDNESDAY 1979

Dear Ty,
     Today was the big banquet for our parents. It was a lot of fun for our parents and us. I hope tomorrow I have acting class and I hope I remember all of my lines or I will just die; and tomorrow is Wendy’s last day at Sequoia. The guys had a basketball game today and we won 70 to 50-something I think. That is what Lupe told me. I saw Tracy today, what a hunk he is so cute. He let his hair grow long what a babe. He gave me a weird look when I went by. Oh well that is life. I will write David a letter tomorrow, and call Jim at work, and I will call Jack Friday or Saturday. I love Tyler Szucs so much it kills me. Good night.
     Love, Tony

THURSDAY 25 JANUARY 1979

Dear Ty,
     I got my first suit today. It is dark blue. I think it is so bitchen, I wore the pants, vest, and shirt to the dance. We went up on the stage and said “Bye Wendy” it was so stupid I think we did not let the crowd calm down so they did not hear what we said at first. I had acting class today I remembered most of my lines better than some of the others. I will call Jim tomorrow and make plans for this weekend it will be fun I hope. I hope he is not busy this weekend like all the others. I will probably bribe him for the money. I could use that money so bad to get all my books and mags I want. Well tomorrow is the big day of sadness, I hope it is not that sad for anyone but I know it will be oh well. I love Tyler. Good night.
     Love, Tony

JANUARY 26 FRIDAY 1979

Dear Ty,
     Today was Grandma’s funeral. She looked so good, like she was just asleep. It was a sad day for everyone. I got my hair done today and it will be so much easier to comb I hope I will tell you tomorrow. I might get Grandma’s piano, then I will take piano lessons and be like Elton John. I will sing, play the piano, and be GAY. I don’t have much to say so I will say Good night.
     Love, Tony
     P.S.
     Bye Grandma
     I love you

SATURDAY 27 JANUARY 1979

Dear Ty,
     When I washed my hair it looked so bitchen. I wish it would stay that way but when it dries it looks like an afro. I went to bowling today, we won three games and lost one. I bowled a 109, 81, and a 167. Not too bad, only me and Jerry were there. I could not believe it, Terry bowled good too. The other team was so dumb it was pitiful. Well, I will tell you if I get the piano tomorrow when we go to L.A.. Good night.
     Love, Tony

JANUARY 28 1979

Dear Ty,
     I get the piano for sure I can not believe it. I am so happy I could just shit my pants. I will tell you when I get to start my lessons and when I get the piano. I have to call Jack, and Jim, and write David a letter. He does not know I got a camera for Christmas I don’t think. I want to get a good job that will pay some money to pay for my piano lessons or become a hooker hustler. It pays good money and I like to suck cock anyway. I got a canker sore on my lip and it hurts like a son of a bitch. I go to the doctor tomorrow. I think my teeth are going to fall out. I hope not, no more candy. Good night.
     Love, Tony

MONDAY 29 JANUARY 1979

Dear Ty,
     I get the piano tomorrow at 8:00. How bitchen. I hope this silve oxyed stuff is off my lip by tomorrow. Jim called and wanted me to come over to his house because no one was home at his house but I could not go, I wish I could have but that is life. I will call tomorrow. I will call Jack Wednesday and get his home phone number then on Sunday I can go over to his house or in his car. I want to do it in the back seat of his car just for fun. Why not? I still have not wrote David a letter. I will try to do it this week some time. Good night. I LOVE TYLER SZUCS the total babe.
     Love, Tony

JANUARY 30 TUESDAY 1979

Dear Ty,
     I was right, wood was full so it looked like I would have to stay in metal but, I can get my hole schedule changed and P.E. first. Then I could see Victor Calbrese’s cock and Mark K., Dale B., Ryan D., and that new guy who hangs around with Mark K. instead of metal. I will have office practice and I will answer the phone, run passes, and file which I hate, oh well. I did not get the piano because it rained and it is an open truck that they would bring it on so I hope it stops raining soon so I have my piano. I can not wait till I get it. well that is all for now. Good night.
     Love, Tony

WEDNESDAY 31 JANUARY 1979

Dear Ty,
     My paper’s were two hours late can you believe it, they got here at 6:30. The printing press broke down so they had to fix it, oh well. I will wash my hair tomorrow and see what happens to it. I get my classes changed tomorrow. I will have office practice how bitchen but most of all I will have P.E. first offering and I will see Victor, Dale, Mark, Ryan, and that new guy’s cock how BITCHEN. I wish I could take pictures of them showering it would be so radical but I can’t. I can’t wait till track starts I hope I will win a lot of races. I have faith in myself. I will go to Simi high school and watch them shower I hope – or some other high school. I will tell you about it tomorrow. Good night.
     Love, Tony

FEBRUARY 1 THURSDAY 1979

Dear Ty,
     Well I did not get my schedule changed yet but I have to be at school by 8:00 or 8:15 to get it changed. Now I have P.E. first and I get to see all new cock meat. Victor’s & Mark’s & Dale’s most of all. I had acting class today at the Larwin Cummity Center. I remembered most of my lines. I will tell you about my Simi High fantasy tomorrow. I might try out for Bye Bye Birdie a play at the Horizon Player workshop. We have to sing a song. I hope I make it. Now I need a song to sing. If it does not rain tomorrow I will call Jack and Jim and just talk to Jack to try to get a date with Jim. I hope it works out for the weekend. Good night.
     Love, Tony

FRIDAY 2 FEBRUARY 1979

Dear Ty,
     Well, it rained all day today so I could not call Jack or Jim so now I wont make it over there this weekend I don’t think. Well, I got my schedule changed and I can’t wait to see all that fat cock in P.E. I have bowling tomorrow and I will tell you my scores. I hope I do good. My Simi High Fantasy is to go up to the school and go in the locker room and hope I see some cock. Which, I will for sure or I will go to that school over the hill by where the Simi Bus drops me off and walk down the street to the school and if I get caught they won’t know me. It will be so bitchen when and if it stops raining soon. I hope they are having a track tournament at school and I plan on winning a lot of events just like at Sycamore. Good night Ty.
     Love, Tony

FEBRUARY 3 SATURDAY 1979

Dear Ty,
     I went to bowling today and bowled a 135, 127, and 114. Not bad. Tyler’s friend is not gay; this girl was climbing all over him oh well. We got a new coach at bowling. He is sort of cute and sort of ugly but he has a nice cock and he does not try to hide it either. He went into the bathroom, went to the end one and stood about a foot and a half away from the john and see me looking and did not move an inch still. It is about seven or eight inches long. I could take the hole thing if he let me. And he went twice and so did I and he stood at the same place. I am going to go to the swap meet tomorrow if we don’t go to the snow. I want to go to both but it will be one or the other. Good night.
     Love, Tony

SUNDAY 4 FEBRUARY 1979

Dear Ty,
     Today we went to the snow. It was so bitchen. We only had one saver but it was still fun. There was this big drop off and me and Terry almost threw each other off the edge. Dad was pissed off because I would not give him the other half of my lemon pie so I got out of the car and went back up the mountain and that was that. I want to go back next week but I don’t think we will be able to. If we get to go back I will have an inner tube by then I hope. Well that is all for tonight. I still love Tyler Szucs. Good night.
     Love, Tony

FEBRUARY 5 MONDAY 1979

Dear Ty,
     Today I went to donkey basketball it was so much fun I had a ball. The teachers won by two points in overtime. Tracy Loyd was there, he is so cute I would love to have his cock down my throat and taste his hot white cum. I would love to taste anyone’s cum for that matter. My Donna Summer, Live & More tape came today. I am listening to it right now – Last Dance is on now. I have a track meet tomorrow and I plan on winning a lot of events. I will tell you what I win tomorrow. Well it is late so I have to get my rest so I can win all the events tomorrow.
Good night.
     Love, Tony

TUESDAY 6 FEBRUARY 1979

Dear Ty,
     Today we had track races and my times were 11.2 and 11.3 and I got 2nd place by one second in both races. Oh well, I still don’t have my bill for my papers. I will call Jack and Jim tomorrow. I don’t have P.E. so I don’t get to see any cock. Oh I did see some Bob Gils and some other kids. Bob has a nice one and a lot of hair and that other kid had a pointer with a lot of foreskin on his cock. Well that is all for tonight I think– yep. Good Night. I still love TYLER SZUCS and I want to see his cock so bad. Good Night again.
     Love, Tony

FEBRUARY 7 WEDNESDAY 1979

Dear Ty,
     I called Jack and he was not there and I called Jim and he was already home so better luck next time. I was going to go to Jack’s tomorrow but I can’t because Mom is going over the hill to get the car fixed. I have acting class tomorrow. I wish I could go over the hill. I ripped off a Hustler and some other fuck magazine and I put them between the fence and the next door neighbor found them. The Hustler has “Rocky” Sylvester Stallone in the nude…he has the littlest dick and in another photo spread this guy has the longest rod in the world about nine or ten inches long. Well, Good Night.
     Love, Tony

THURSDAY 8 FEBRUARY 1979

Dear Ty,
     Today I did the long jump and got almost 15 feet, not bad. I had acting class today and I think the play will be okay. I hope I don’t forget my lines and my cues. Well if I forget, oh well – there is nothing I can do about it. Tomorrow I am going to go to Tapanga Plaza and try to get a trick and if I do I will swipe all his money, or her money. And Chatsworth High is right across the street and I will go into the locker room and act like I am looking for someone and I will say I am from Great Falls, Montana. I am looking for David Caca. I hope I get some money or I might just rob a store for all you know. But I don’t think so. Good night.
     Love, Tony

FEBRUARY 9 FRIDAY 1979

Dear Ty,
     Well I went to Tapanga Plaza and was in the Tearoom and stuck my cock out to this man and he was a cop and he arrested me for masterbating in a public restroom. Can you believe it. They took me to the police station handcuffed then they call my mom and she had to come get me. She asked me if I thought I was gay and I told her I don’t know. I went to the high school and could not find the locker room and there were a lot of hunks. Then at about 2:30am I got my mom’s keys to the Zee and went for a little bit of a spin. It was so bitchen at first. I almost hit a car and from then on I was very careful. I went about 25 miles. I went to Simi Bowl and there was no one and then over the hill to Rocket Bowl and they were not open. I came home and Mom went through my room and called Dad.
     Love, Tony.